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Mashed Up Feelings

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , on April 22, 2013 by Myra's Circle

I know that one day,
Some day,
You will destroy me,
You will rip out my heart,
And shatter it with your pitiless soul,
And leave me broken,

As I once was.
Though I know this,
I cannot help but feel,
So happy, inside,
But part of me,
Oh, that awful part of me,
Cries out in endless pain.

Perhaps it is because I am scared,
Of the pain I may feel,
When I’m close to the end,
And you destroy me completely.

You will tear apart my soul,
Leave it in tatters,
And brutally murder me,
But I do not care.

Is it fear, or perhaps something else?
Something much worse,
Much, much more deadly,
Then a terror worse than death,
Much more than loneliness,
Just like regret.

Regret is the voice that sings louder than most,
I know this, though I haven’t known,
What it feels like,
To regret to live.

I am only a child,
Not worth much now,
I don’t know anything,
About myself,
Or about anything, really.

I Give Up

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , on October 17, 2012 by Myra's Circle

My dry tears spill,

A pain so real,

It becomes hard to breathe,

I can’t give up,

Not yet.

Sadness overwhelms me,

Salty tears blur my once clear sight,

I try to smile despite myself,

I want to give up,

But not yet.

Shapeless fears encircle my mind,

Terror envelopes me,

My body is as rigid as death,

I need to give up,

But not yet.

Fear wins with no shame,

Fogging up my dying mind,

Pain soon becomes no longer,

I give up,

Now.