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Maybe Someday You’ll See Me

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , on April 8, 2013 by Myra's Circle

No one sees this part of me,

This broken, shattered destiny,

And no one even wants to see,

My tears, or what’s left of me.

None dare to glance into my soul,

None would dare to be that bold,

And no one even tries to look,

Towards that writing hand that shook.

Blind to all my troubled endeavors,

Or broken hearts from those that severed,

My pretty dreams are all that remain,

They are all that keeps me sane.

But darkness does dwell here,

In this pitiful soul so dear,

To so many that do not know,

Who I am or where I’ll go.

Maybe I’ll just disappear,

To finally get away from here,

Someday, maybe, you will see,

Finally, finally, you’ll see me.

Feel Better

Posted in Sad Stories, Stories, True Stories with tags , , , , , , , on September 1, 2012 by Myra's Circle

Someday, I’ll feel better.  Someday, I won’t feel all this pain anymore.  Maybe then, I’ll be able to handle it.  But right now, that’s just impossible.  A person can only take so much battering before they break.  I broke three months ago.  Now I’m just a shell full of painful memories, empty of any happiness.  They say that in a few years I will laugh about it and think that it was silly, but I don’t think that’s possible either.  Once a person’s broken, it’s hard to fix them again.  I haven’t laughed for weeks, my cheeks sagging from the pain of not smiling.  Dry tears still sting my once smooth skin.  Although I’m young, I have many wrinkles as results of crying so much.  Sometimes I think that if there is a God out there, he just wants to see how much pain I can take.  I used to love someone, used to have lots of friends until one of them, one I shouldn’t have even met destroyed everything.  Now, I don’t have any friends, I suffer silently on my own.  My mother must be so worried, but I don’t know how to fix everything again.  I don’t think I can.  I think I will just have to try and live with myself…