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Mashed Up Feelings

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , on April 22, 2013 by Myra's Circle

I know that one day,
Some day,
You will destroy me,
You will rip out my heart,
And shatter it with your pitiless soul,
And leave me broken,

As I once was.
Though I know this,
I cannot help but feel,
So happy, inside,
But part of me,
Oh, that awful part of me,
Cries out in endless pain.

Perhaps it is because I am scared,
Of the pain I may feel,
When I’m close to the end,
And you destroy me completely.

You will tear apart my soul,
Leave it in tatters,
And brutally murder me,
But I do not care.

Is it fear, or perhaps something else?
Something much worse,
Much, much more deadly,
Then a terror worse than death,
Much more than loneliness,
Just like regret.

Regret is the voice that sings louder than most,
I know this, though I haven’t known,
What it feels like,
To regret to live.

I am only a child,
Not worth much now,
I don’t know anything,
About myself,
Or about anything, really.

My Wishes are Dead

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , on December 1, 2012 by Myra's Circle

My wishes are

Dead

No

Hope

Left

For

Them.

They

Show

Me

What

Could

Have

Been

But

Wasn’t.

My dreams are

Gone

Lost

Forever

In

That

Dark

Abyss

That

Is

My

Heart.

An

Endless

Sky

Of

Starry

Darkness

Stares

Back

Menacingly

At

Me.

My hopes are

Pointless

to

Wish

For

I

Can’t

Hold

on

Anymore.

 No

Hope

Left

For

My

Lonely

Heart.