Archive for depression

Sorry

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , , on December 19, 2013 by Myra's Circle

I’m sorry I didn’t think to be,
All that you ever wanted from me,
I’m sorry for ruining you,
More than I could have a clue.

I’m sorry for making you cry,
And sorry if you wanna know why,
I’ve lost too much, been stretched too far,
It can’t be erased by a single scar.

I’m sorry for causing so much pain,
I’m sorry I went so utterly insane,
I’m sorry, okay, that’s all I can say,
But it won’t keep the demons away.

You told me to fight, you told me to kill,
Those demons inside with all my will,
So I took the gun, and took the pill,
And sent those demons over the hill.

I’m dying, slowly, when will it end?
On the rope and the fan, or the railway bend?
I’m sorry I had to be here,
I wasn’t meant to be, that’s clear.

So here’s my ending, my demise,
Gone before the sun will rise,
You’ll wake up, and then you’ll cry,
And then you may greatly wonder why.

The end is soon, the end is near,
I’m sorry that it’s already here,
So hear me out, hear my voice,
I’m sorry I didn’t have a choice.

I’m Fine

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , on November 17, 2013 by Myra's Circle

I know
I said I was fine,
And I may even believed it for a while,
But now,
I’m not so sure,
That it is true.

Scars

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , on November 16, 2013 by Myra's Circle

It’s been a while since,
I felt cold metal on my skin,
The iciness of the cuts,
The beautiful emptiness.
It’s been a while since,
I looked at my thighs,
and saw art carved
Into my skin.
It’s been a while since,
there was silence so deep
It made my ears hurt.
It’s been a while since,
I last felt the pain,
And,
I’m beginning to miss it.

To Dear Mirror

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , on November 12, 2013 by Myra's Circle

To dear, dear mirror,
In you I see myself,
In you I see destruction,
And the pain that I have felt.

To dear, dear mirror,
In you, I place my trust,
You show me who I am,
But that’s only the crust.

You do not show my memories,
You do not show my mind,
You do not show the sadness,
That attacked me from behind.

To dear, dear mirror,
You only show me lies,
You only show me evidence,
Of what makes me cry.

These words

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , on November 8, 2013 by Myra's Circle

These words, I think,
Are the reason,
That I know,
How sad I truly am.
These words are the proof,
That I’m more alone
Than ever.

The Mirror

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , , , on September 8, 2013 by Myra's Circle

The mirror, it yells at me,
Every second of the day,
All I could ever see,
Was sadness, hate and shame.

The girl who stared so blankly back,
She hated me, my face, my body,
Then one day her mind went black,
That’s how she ended, I suppose.

Now the mirror whispers sad things,
Whispers them with force,
And every blow the mirror brings,
Breaks me into millions of little pieces.

And I broke.

Hypnotising

Posted in Poems, Sad Poems with tags , , , , on August 20, 2013 by Myra's Circle

Constantly drawn into
A hypnotising sadness,
Never ending,
It has the power
To draw me in
To lure me out
Into the open
And
Kill
Me.

I’m scared
Of this
Darkness
inside
of
Me.