Forgive Me

Darkness.  Darkness everywhere.  You try to run, but there is nowhere to go.  There is no light, only pure and terrible darkness.  There is nothing you can do but succumb to the lonely feeling of the dark.  You are reminded of death, and blood.  All these things you associate with the darkness, but perhaps it isn’t so bad?  Eternal darkness is sort of comforting in a way.  Give up, give up.  You cannot win this  battle.  You won’t find that light that you so desire.  You are lost in the darkness of your soul and there is nothing you can do about it, whispers the dark Then hope speaks: No.  You are stronger than this.  It will get better.  Keep trying and you will succeed over all darkness.  The dark is stronger than hope though.  You want to give in, try to give in, but Hope won’t let you.  It is the only thing that prevents you from blissful failure.  To fail, would be so good.  You would finally be free, freer than any living being.  You are suddenly sick of Hope ruling out your life telling you what to do.  You can’t win this war and you know that.  There is nothing left now, but the desire for forgiveness.  Forgive me….   

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